The Struggle is Real | Life & Mind

I had hoped to be moved into my apartment by this time this week and had packed up my car full of stuff before leaving from Houston this past weekend. But I only found out yesterday (Wednesday) that I won’t be able to move in until next Wednesday. Also, they’d given me my last housing preference, even though I’d responded quickly enough to receive my first place preference (okay, this I can only presume). So I’ll be sharing an apartment with a stranger. That is if I’m not in trouble for not paying my prepayment yesterday because they don’t accept debit/credit cards.

Yesterday was just the absolute worst.

Housing dilemmas aside, I’ve also been struggling in my Social Science Perspective of Emerging Media and Communications class. I spent all afternoon yesterday (~6 hours) doing my homework only to discover the article I chose were not social research articles, but humanities ones. So much time was wasted, not necessarily for nothing but almost. It especially sucked because I liked those articles. So now I need to find articles that will actually work for my research questions.

The worst thing about all of these stressful things is I feel like I am slipping into a reading slump and I don’t feel like I have the quality time I need to work on my writing. That’s in part why I’m even writing this blog post, because this blog is primarily about reading and writing and I want to let you all know that I’m struggling right now.

I might be skipping my film studies class this afternoon so that I can go off campus to get a money order for my apartment’s prepayment (which was due yesterday). I might have time to go to class after running that errand, but finding parking can be a nightmare in the afternoon and be just as bad getting off campus at 7 p.m. when my class ends. Since I’ll be driving back to Houston for the weekend, I think it’d just be for the best to avoid the extra stress right now. Besides, I don’t think I’ll be missing anything major.

What I’m Reading

I’ve not been in the mood to read mystery because parts of my life feel like a mystery right now, so I just picked up Amy Schumer’s The Girl with the Lower Back Tattoo from the library. I’m about 40 pages in, and it’s nothing groundbreaking yet, but I choose it because I feel like I need something very light to read over the weekend. I’m also about 20 pages into And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie, which I started before this week before my life started to feel like a mess. I think I might be able to finish it this weekend. I just need a few hours to set aside to get back into it. I may need to start over completely though because I may need to be reintroduced to the characters.

What I’m Writing

I figure if I’m doing a brief reading update, I’ll do a writing one as well. Last week I plotted my MC’s story from beginning to end using the Three-Act Structure. But I realized I have three other characters with their own agendas who I need to also plot, as their stories intersect at major plot points with my MC’s. So that will be top priority as soon as I find the time. I’ve also decided I want to start properly writing by or on October 1st, so I have exactly 15 days to finish up anything else I’ve had in my pre-writing phase.

After finishing Empire of Storms by Sarah J. Maas this week, I finally watched an interview between SJM and emmmabooks, a BookTuber I’m subscribed to. You do not need to have read the ACOTAR series, or even Empire of Storms. This interview is remarkably spoiler-free and deals a lot with the writing process of this successful YA fantasy author. As my friend Sara was really inspired by it too, I thought I’d share it here in case any of you are interested. (Beware: The audio is pretty bad and there’s an annoying crying kid in the background, but the video has subtitles/closed captions.)

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 End Note

Even though I’ll be at my parents’ house, I’m really going to try and be hermit this weekend so I can recharge and try to regain control over my life and studies. This is my game plan:

  1. I’m going to try to get my homework for EMAC 6375 out of the way early. All I need to do is revise my RQs and write some definitions for the operationalized variables in our whole class content analysis project. I also want to try and find articles that are truly social research articles, just to make my life easier later this semester.
  2. I’m going to prioritize my German Lit. & Ideas readings. It’s been two weeks since I’ve been to class because of Labor Day, so I’ve gotten used to not having this class to worry about. So I need to get back in the swing of reading for this class. I need to finish Man of Straw eventually (although maybe not this weekend…), but I also have readings specifically for class next Monday that I want to be done with early so I’ll probably start them tomorrow (Friday).
  3. I’m going to swear off YouTube and other forms of audiovisual media. I really want to be able to read and write this weekend, also work on some blog post ideas and other creative projects. YouTube can turn into a major time-suck, so I’ll probably only allow myself to watch the uploads of the two daily vlog channels I’m subscribed to, but only after I’ve already been productive.
  4. I’m going to work out everyday this weekend. I’m not going to lie, I’m really pissed right now just in general. I like to think I’ve been able to hide it pretty well IRL and in this blog post. But I know I need to blow off some steam soon for my mental sanity, so I’m going to make sure to get in some cardio this weekend. I’d like to start working out everyday once I move into my apartment, but even next week I think I’ll try to push myself to go to the gym in the afternoon. I just need to get organized about it.

Are you currently annoyed with something going on it you’re life right now? Feel free to vent in the comments! ^_^ I’d totally love to hear about the things going wrong in other people’s lives right now!

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